He's gone.
I watched the u-haul drive down the road with two strong handsome young men in it, and it was everything I expected and more. And not in a good way. I (sorta) held my tears because Nate hates to see me cry, managed to only be a little choked up. as I mumbled don't go without anything you need, I love you, I'll miss you. And no mom stuff, because it's too late for that kind of parenting. I've had the last 6,964 days for that. I have had 10,028,640 minutes with this 9 lb 15.5 oz miracle and I would have loved just one more today. One more where he was still mine.
I'm bawling! I know your proud, but you are amazingly strong. I hope to be just like you when that time comes.
ReplyDeleteI cried all the way back to work and called my sister to spend the afternoon with Whitney so she wasn't alone. They made it safe.
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